Again and Again Back to You - by Andrea Ezerins (Paperback)

About the Book

"Marta and Kevin discover each other early in their lives, coming of age in the '70s, only to be separated just when they are on the cusp of realizing the power of their young love. When Kevin's family moves away, Marta grapples with this loss, as well as their dashed dreams. After high school, she journeys from her small farm in New Jersey a place where she was always out of step with those around her and on to college and a career. She works hard to remake herself and live a life with more sparkle and spontaneity something she only ever experienced effortlessly with Kevin. But even as she focuses on achieving the goals she believes will ensure her safety and happiness, she remains haunted by what might have been and wonders at what might have been if only she had been a brave enough to seize it. A chance encounter with a channeler who can transport people back to a juncture in their lives to reveal their road not taken has Marta jumping at the opportunity. But will she be brave enough to channel back to Kevin? Discover what happens as Marta learns that sometimes one must lose something important to truly embrace who they are meant to be." --publisher's website.

Book Synopsis

In this enchanting novel, an encounter with a mystical channeler allows two soulmates to experience the road not taken and explores the profound impact first love can have on one's life.

If you had the chance to revisit your past to change your present--what moment would you choose?

Brunswick, New Jersey, 1969. When Marta Carini meets Kevin Dixon in first grade she immediately falls for his bright blue eyes and wavy blond hair. She keeps her secret crush to herself--until they coincidentally meet in the nurse's office seven years later and first love blossoms.

Too soon, Kevin's family moves away, and the young couple's dreams are dashed--but neither can escape the strength of their connection. It persists through sensible marriages and the practicalities of normal life, haunting Marta as she tries to move on.

But how do you move on from a soulmate?

When a mystical encounter offers her the chance to revisit pivotal moments from her life, Marta is eager to rewrite their love story. But facing fate means getting answers to questions you never asked . . .

Again and Again Back To You is a heartbreaking and empowering tale of one woman's road to self-discovery.

Review Quotes

"Author Ezerins has spun a riveting tale of love that transcends time and superconsciousness. Again and Again Back To You has so many twists and turns, it will keep you guessing until the last page."
--Lucille Guarino, author of Elizabeth's Mountain

"Ezerins' ability to depict serendipity as Cholan and Marta meet against all odds, and she contemplates an extraordinary journey and opportunity, translates to a story which is vivid on psychological, spiritual, and metaphysical levels alike. The result is a novel that depicts the past, present, and future of three characters that uncover unusual connections and revised life purposes that could change them all."
--Midwest Book Review

"What at first appears to be a conventional love story unfolds into a novel of surprising, even mystical, self-discovery in Andrea Ezerins' Again and Again Back to You. Poignant and propulsive, the novel earns its thoroughly unexpected, heart-rending ending. Full of passion and wisdom . . . an astonishing debut."
--Celine Keating, author of The Stark Beauty of Last Things

About the Author

Andrea Ezerins grew up in the small town where she was raised on a small hobby farm. She earned a bachelor's degree in business administration at University of Connecticut, and went on to spend thirty years working in the insurance industry. She finished Again and Again Back to You, a labor of love, thanks in no small part to the pandemic and an empty nest, where distractions suddenly were reduced to only a spoiled German shepherd and the many bluebird families that nest in her boxes. Andrea has two daughters and identical twin sons. She resides in Hebron, Connecticut, with her husband.