God Lover - by Brianna Bell (Paperback)

About the Book

An investigative journalist uncovers decades of abuse within an unnamed and secretive Christian sect, referred to by outsiders as "the Two-by-Twos." But there's one secret she's been keeping -- she's also a survivor of the Two-by-Twos.

Book Synopsis

Raised on purity culture and with family ties to a secretive Christian sect, Brianna Bell's explosive investigation into the cult leads to her personal healing.

Brianna Bell's career as an investigative journalist reached a turning point when she broke the biggest story of her life -- an exposé on the Two by Twos, an insular and secretive group of Christians responsible for decades of systemic abuse against children. The article caused a stir, not only for its revelations but also for a personal detail tucked away in a footnote: Bell's own family is deeply tied to this cult.

The rigid hierarchy and concealed abuse of the Two by Twos moulded Bell's early years in ways she didn't even realize, so hidden that she'd have to examine the darkest corners of her own memory to uncover them. Scenes from her childhood suddenly make sense: her family's unquestioning devotion, the strange dynamics with trusted adults, and her youthful defiance and sexual escapades.

Through a deeply personal investigation, God Lover examines the long-term impact of high-control religion on women and the emotional and psychological work required to reclaim one's voice after leaving it behind.

About the Author

Brianna Bell is a journalist and essayist. Her work has been featured in The New York Times, The Globe and Mail, The Washington Post, the CBC, and more. She lives in Guelph, Ontario.