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If He Had Been with Me - by Laura Nowlin (Paperback)

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About the Book



A love story spanning the history of two teenagers' lives and all the moments when if one little thing had been different, their futures would have been together instead of apart.



Book Synopsis



A New York Times Bestseller

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA bestseller is perfect for fans of Kasie West, All the Bright Places, and Dear Evan Hansen

If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:

  • Contemporary teen romance books
  • unputdownable novels
  • complex emotional YA stories
  • Jenny Han meets Dear Evan Hansen
Dimensions (Overall): 8 Inches (H) x 5.5 Inch (W) x 1.2 Inch (D)
Weight: .79 Pounds
Suggested Age: 13-19 Years
Number of Pages: 400
Genre: Young Adult Fiction
Sub-Genre: Romance
Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire
Format: Paperback
Author: Laura Nowlin
Book theme: Contemporary
Language: English
Street Date: November 5, 2019
TCIN: 76455833
UPC: 9781728205489
Item Number (DPCI): 059-13-3528
Origin: Made in the USA
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Estimated ship weight: 1 pounds
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4.2 out of 5 stars with 162 reviews
58% would recommend
48 recommendations

My honest opinion

3 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Sai - 10 days ago
First I would like to add if you plan on readying this book skip chapter 1!!! It literally tells how it’s going to end so I feel like you’ll enjoy the ending more if you do. Second I enjoyed the slow burn it takes time loving someone and understanding your feelings and all. I also felt like the ending was rush, I wish it ended a bit differently and clearly? I was a bit confused on how things ended where I had to reread the last few chapters to understand how thing’s happened and how suddenly. Also this book didn’t make me bawl my eyes out like others had, like sure my heart ached but I wanted a good crying session you know? Overall it’s okay it’s definitely overhyped but I wish the main characters had more moments of love and not just three chapters.
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Get it now!!!

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
- 1 month ago, Verified purchaser
Had to run on here to rate this book and omg be ready to cryyyy!!! 5 stars can’t wait to start part two ! If you love love stories this book is for you
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i recommend

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
so goood - 2 months ago, Verified purchaser
this book had a boring start but once the story way laid out i couldn't put the book down and read the last 30 chapters in one night! definitely a great book, and i balled my eyes out as i closed the book. definitely a great book
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Ive never cried over a book til now

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Bookreader808 - 2 months ago
When I first started reading this book I didn't know what to suspect , I knew finny would die, but throughout the story it was impossible to not fall in love with his character. He was so sweet, kind and caring then he just died. When he died it felt as though I was autumn experiencing that heartbreak as if I had been the one in the story for so long. It made me feel I had grown up with finny and then he just died. I related to autumn and her perspective of things , and she honestly helped me understand so many life lessons and honestly I see a new perspective on things. I loved the relationship between finny and autumn and the only thing is I wish they could've had more time because they truly deserved it and they were soulmates. I'll always remember this book as the first book to make me cry and I'll always remember finny smith and autumn rose Davis. Only problem is now finny rose my standards by a lot. Anyways love you finny I wish you could've had more time.
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Annoying

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Jess - 2 months ago
This book was one of the worst books I’ve read in awhile. How it was wrote was so annoying. The only good part was the end. Honestly save your money.
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Wasn't for me

2 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Hiro - 2 months ago, Verified purchaser
Slow burn, lack of character development, and I didn't really feel a connection between the two main characters. The ending is extremely tragic and had me crying. I still don't know if I want to re-read it or give it away.
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Headache..

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
AlbanianFrog - 2 months ago, Verified purchaser
A very annoying book. The author goes in deep details which makes it annoying. Didn’t like it at all and I couldn’t read more than 80 pages. Whoever wants this book they can have it for free lol.
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A

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
A - 2 months ago, Verified purchaser
Made me fall in love then broke my heart. Still worth it though😭
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I couldn't put the book down!!!

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
PB - 2 months ago, Verified purchaser
Being out of high school for so long, this book brought back the feelings of being a student and the feelings and emotions as a young girl! It was a fast paced book and I honestly couldn’t put it down! I had a feeling I would cry after reading previous reviews but I was so emotionally attached to the characters and story I was distraught! I can honestly say this might be my favorite book! It was so gripping, a beautiful story! I just purchased “if only I had told her” and I can’t wait to read it!
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Surface level

4 out of 5 stars
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Koalabear97 - 3 months ago, Verified purchaser
It was a good story in theory and could have set itself up be to a classic modern tragedy but it just falls flat.
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Best Book Ever

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Booklover149 - 3 months ago
This book made me cry so hard. It broke me into pieces. The ending was unexpected yet a small piece of me knew the ending wasn’t gonna end well. It’s a really fast pacing book. I’ve read a ton of books but this one I was able to connect with on another level. It was so good, I think it’s my favorite book.
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Great book

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Pumpkin - 3 months ago, Verified purchaser
An easy book to get lost in, couldn’t put it down.
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Tiaras were a big no.

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Rhianna - 3 months ago, Verified purchaser
The tiaras ruined the whole book for me.
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One of my favorite books

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Salma A - 3 months ago
I loved this book so much. It felt like I was in the perspective of Autumn, if you don't like sad endings then this isn't for you but personally I loved the book the ending was sad and depressing but I loved the book and got attached to it. I spent the next three hours crying over it but it was a good book I would %100 recommend it!
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10/10 would recommend

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
It such a good book - 3 months ago
I love this book it is in my top 5 the first few chapters where mid but the more you read it so good if u like books with unexpected ends this is your book love the last few chapters would recommend.
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Intriguing

4 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
ahoystephy - 4 months ago
This book honestly has been one of more interesting ones i have found. It has had me hooked to it since the first few chapters.
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Unexpected ending

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
itssoashleigh - 4 months ago
This book is not a happy ending book in the traditional sense, so if you don't like emotional books, this won't be for you. It is a book about high school kids, so yeah they are going to make kids in high decisions. Overall, a very emotional book with a sad but good ending.
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Not a happy ending.

3 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Sally - 5 months ago
Idk why people gave it 5 stars. If felt like the story needed something more interesting. It rambled on. A bunch of high-school kids. The last few paragraphs were ok. I liked Fin. Her not really. She seemed immature. There is a second book but I'm gonna pass. It's Fin's pov.
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Trash

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Lia - 5 months ago, Verified purchaser
This is probably the worst book I have read. 300 pages of nonsense just for it to get interesting in the last like 50 and the ending is a complete let down. Wish I could go back to save my time of reading this. So bad.
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Not what i thought it would be

2 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Yum - 6 months ago
The writing was good but it felt too childish for me and it was boring I had to force myself to finish it because I hate leaving books unread. This book made me feel so depressed as well that I almost gave up on finishing it :/ will not read the second part
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