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If He Had Been with Me - by Laura Nowlin (Paperback)

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  • More than ONE MILLION copies sold!A BookTok Viral Sensation#1 New York Times BestsellerA USA TODAY BestsellerAn achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.
  • 14- 18 Years
  • 8 x 5.5 Paperback
  • 400 Pages
  • Young Adult Fiction, Romance - Contemporary

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More than ONE MILLION copies sold!

A BookTok Viral Sensation

#1 New York Times Bestseller

A USA TODAY Bestseller

An achingly authentic and raw portrait of love, regret, and the life-altering impact of the relationships we hold closest to us, this YA romance bestseller is perfect for fans of Colleen Hoover, Jenny Han, and Lynn Painter.

If he had been with me, everything would have been different...

Autumn and Finn used to be inseparable. But then something changed. Or they changed. Now, they do their best to ignore each other.

Autumn has her boyfriend Jamie, and her close-knit group of friends. And Finn has become that boy at school, the one everyone wants to be around.

That still doesn't stop the way Autumn feels every time she and Finn cross paths, and the growing, nagging thought that maybe things could have been different. Maybe they should be together.

But come August, things will change forever. And as time passes, Autumn will be forced to confront how else life might have been different if they had never parted ways...

Captivating and heartbreaking, If He Had Been with Me is perfect for readers looking for:

  • Contemporary teen romance books
  • Unputdownable & bingeworthy novels
  • Complex emotional YA stories
  • TikTok Books
  • Jenny Han fans
  • Colleen Hoover fans
Dimensions (Overall): 8 Inches (H) x 5.5 Inch (W) x 1.2 Inch (D)
Weight: .79 Pounds
Suggested Age: 13-19 Years
Number of Pages: 400
Genre: Young Adult Fiction
Sub-Genre: Romance
Publisher: Sourcebooks Fire
Format: Paperback
Author: Laura Nowlin
Language: English
Street Date: November 5, 2019
TCIN: 76455833
UPC: 9781728205489
Item Number (DPCI): 059-13-3528
Origin: Made in the USA
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Estimated ship weight: 1 pounds
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Q: how many chapters are in the book If he had been with me?

submitted by Isabella - 8 months ago
  • A: I personally bought the book and it has 89 chapters.

    submitted byCinnaBunn02 - 3 months ago
  • A: 89 chapters some are really short, some are longer.

    submitted byD - 2 months ago

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5 out of 5 stars
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Dez - 12 days ago, Verified purchaser
Once I started reading I didn't want to stop. Definitely worth reading. I was on tik Tok and looked up recommended target books and then looked online at the reviews and I knew I had to buy this one and for the price it was perfect
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Young Love!

4 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Elena - 1 month ago, Verified purchaser
Heartwarming and heartbreaking at the same time! It was such a cute story of young love.
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This sucked

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
Yippe - 1 month ago
This book honestly sucked unless you like that slow crap it’s trash so slow and they didn’t even get together tell the 79tg chapter and there were 84 chapters in a 400 page book unnecessar
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Good book for heartbreak

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
VeronicaL30 - 2 months ago
I read this book with a glimmer of hope throughout it all and then comes the last five chapters.. my heart was ripped out of my chest and stomped into hundreds of little pieces. It was beautifully written with so much symbolism. It hits you with reality, especially after you read the second book. If you like sad romance, Romeo and Juliet style, read this. If you’re in high school, this would also be a good book to read. Props to the author. I’d never felt like that after reading, seeing, or watching anything ever. I was so hurt for a little bit. But it’s a good book. :)
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such a good book

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
ellaa - 3 months ago
so, so so so so goodddd. I do recommend
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My very first book

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Brenda - 3 months ago, Verified purchaser
I really enjoyed reading this book , it was a slow burn , crushed me towards the end . Will definitely keep this one close to my heart .
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Target should be ashamed of themselves.

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
S Button - 4 months ago, Verified purchaser
The package this item was in had been stolen from my porch. Although I sent video footage to the customer service team they refuse to replace or reimburse me stating that it was "a successful delivery
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loved this!

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
bookworm_09 - 4 months ago
guys i loved this book! i’ll be honest, it was a little slow getting into it, but i promise it does get better! i feel so attached to these characters! also be sure to have a nearby tissue box, just in case!
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Loved this book

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Rose - 4 months ago, Verified purchaser
I’m so happy I listened to the reviews! I devoured this book within 4 hours, (I have dogs and a kid as distractions) but within the first 45 minutes I was already on chapter 32 and I needed to finish the story to find out what happened! Easy read, good storyline, there’s this beauty and sadness to this young love. I highly recommend this book to anyone.
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Highly Reccommend

5 out of 5 stars
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Amazing - 4 months ago, Verified purchaser
Great book, did not read reviews at all and was very surprised! Great foreshadowing and unexpected ending!!
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Wasnt prepared

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
KateB93 - 4 months ago, Verified purchaser
I bought this book because it had high reviews. I didn’t read anything about it. I figured it was some kind of love story and in one sitting finished 15 chapters. I couldn’t put this book down. It took me 3 days to finish and is a very easy read. Once I figured out what had happened my heart was broken. This book is horribly wonderful. If you are a hopeless romantic please prepare yourself.
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😭😭😭

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Your mom - 5 months ago
Such an amazing book it is unbelievably sad but beautiful at the same time
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10/10

5 out of 5 stars
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Ash - 5 months ago
This one got me, I love this point of view. I really got invested in the characters. **TW**Suicide and SA
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Good but a bit confusing

4 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
hi - 5 months ago, Verified purchaser
This book is very good and eventful. There are a lot of characters and the scenes change very quickly. If you’re good at keeping track of that kind of stuff I’d recommend this book if not, I’d pass.
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Amazing and Sad

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Book reviews - 6 months ago
I absolutely love this book. I love the love story and the poetic way that this book describes the characters and their feelings for one another. As well as the metaphors about the tiaras. I just finished the second book and It is also great but prepare to be in a deep depression afterwards.
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Must read

5 out of 5 stars
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Brianna - 6 months ago
Best book and worst book I have ever read if that is even possible. Definitely recommend, the best romance novel with a unexpected ending
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I love love love this book!

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
TheBookWorm - 6 months ago, Verified purchaser
I love love love this book !! Don’t hesitate read it, It will pull on your heartstrings
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Don't make my mistake and read this wonderful book

4 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
Tori - 6 months ago, Verified purchaser
I rue the day I picked this book up off the target bookshelf and thought it would be a happy addition to my recent string of romance novels. This book is absolutely wonderful, but do not read it. Not unless you enjoy pain on a level I didn’t think a mere romantic coming of age story could insight within me. I couldn’t sleep for two days after reading it, the characters took up too much space in my brain. It was a month before I felt brave enough to pick up the sequel, because apparently I’m a full blown masochist. I made it about a hundred pages in before I couldn’t take it any longer. If you value the happy place inside your head, just say no to this fantastically soul crushing book. May you never feel this level of pain in the real world.
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Boring

1 out of 5 stars
Thumbs down graphic, would not recommend
- 7 months ago
This book is so cringy I only bought it because tik tok said it was a good read. To long of a story to be boring. Maybe would be good for like middle school kids minus some inappropriate stuff. But overall supper cringy. And the tiaras are super unnecessary.
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First Book in 7 Years

5 out of 5 stars
Thumbs up graphic, would recommend
ash - 7 months ago, Verified purchaser
I’m heartbroken. I’m so distraught I wish I never picked up the book. Even if the events are predictable it still hurts terribly.
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