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After John Jumped - by  Eileen Bellew (Hardcover) - 1 of 1

After John Jumped - by Eileen Bellew (Hardcover)

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  • When a firefighter is forced to jump from a burning building, his family's lives are changed forever.When Eileen Bellew's FDNY husband, John, was forced to jump from a fourth-story window, on the infamous Black Sunday in the Bronx, Eileen became a widow at 35-years-old with four small children to raise on her own.
  • Author(s): Eileen Bellew
  • 338 Pages
  • Psychology, Grief & Loss

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About the Book



Eileen Bellew's memoir about her struggles with PTSD while raising four young children after her firefighter husband, John, lost his life on Black Sunday.



Book Synopsis



When a firefighter is forced to jump from a burning building, his family's lives are changed forever.

When Eileen Bellew's FDNY husband, John, was forced to jump from a fourth-story window, on the infamous Black Sunday in the Bronx, Eileen became a widow at 35-years-old with four small children to raise on her own. PTSD, anxiety, and panic attacks ambushed her as she struggled through bottomless grief and the ensuing legal trials, all while trying not to let her fear do irreparable damage to her four little loves.

Eileen's insightful, shocking, and often humorous story spans twenty years of enlightenment as she navigates her emotional roller coaster life through heartache, healing, and the surprise of finding love again. Her frank account of how she gained resilience and strength brings hope through the lessons she learned and shows how we can find positivity even in the worst tragedy.

Dimensions (Overall): 8.5 Inches (H) x 5.5 Inches (W) x .88 Inches (D)
Weight: 1.16 Pounds
Suggested Age: 22 Years and Up
Number of Pages: 338
Genre: Psychology
Sub-Genre: Grief & Loss
Publisher: True Blue Press
Format: Hardcover
Author: Eileen Bellew
Language: English
Street Date: April 25, 2026
TCIN: 1011326579
UPC: 9798994933503
Item Number (DPCI): 247-05-3502
Origin: Made in the USA or Imported
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Q: What insights does the author provide about resilience?

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Q: How does the author describe her journey through grief?

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  • A: Eileen shares her emotional roller coaster, highlighting moments of heartache, healing, and unexpected love.

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Q: What challenges did the author face after her husband's death?

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